No man could have been more unhappy than I was from October, 1882, until February, 1883, but from that day I have never been bothered, night or day, with the idea that I was not worthy to stand as an apostle….I have had joy in….proclaiming my absolute knowledge that God lives, that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the living God, the Repent whenever you accidentally use a swear word, as I just did in violation of Rule #38. Friends don’t let friends get called into the nursery. Only toddlers get cheerios in Sacrament Meeting.